memories.... what are they?

well, does it? maybe quite right. have you ever cherished a moment? or do you treasure memories? have you ever regretted something that you have done? yes, no? why does something become a memory? perhaps God wants us to reflect back upon the past? perhaps we will see the whole situation in a totally new different light? perhaps we will forgive the person who done us wrong? by forgiving, we are actually helping ourselves. by forgiving others, we are actually forgiving ourselves. why make yourself full of hatred by not forgiving somebody? forgive them, as well as forgive yourself (: learn. learn to forgive&forget. that's what we're living for. to learn. to learn, how to forgive. how to forget....
i know, you must be thinking: easier said than done, right? no no, im not judging. im just jogging down what i am thinking ( no offence, please! :D ) well, im not just opening my mouth to talk encouraging crap. im really trying to forgive someone. im trying to forgive myself. why am i forgiving myself then? because to forgive others, i have to first forgive myself. what use is there to forgive others if i cant even forgive myself? so i shall start sweetening my self-talk, stop having negative thoughts, and try to be happy everyday ( not acting happy. it is try to be happy. real happy. and how do i do this? i shall laugh at jokes, even when they are not really funny. i shall try to smile at everyone, even those whom i dont like, i shall......)  and today, i shall start my little mission and try to live happily (:

Live life happily (: dont frown (: